9.06.2011

Scream it.

Another random blog.
When I should be doing homework.
This just makes me feel better.
This is pretty much my journal.

I am always the third wheel.
I don't mind it.
I am content being alone as long as I have the company of others.
But seriously, stop telling me I am boring because I am the third wheel and refuse to grab a random boy for the night.
I have a boyfriend. Who I love! He just happens to be a few states away.

"Things always get worse before they can get better."
In my case, they get extremely bad. 
I better have something amazing in store for me here shortly.

I need to move out!
Bountiful//Salt Lake area.
Anyone want to join??
I need roommates.

Oh, I also need friends
I never thought I would be one who was searching for friends.
But right now I am pretty dang desperate.

Does everyone party now days??
It is NOT my thing!
I like to have fun WITHOUT being stupid.


I need to start going to church.
I am not a fan of singles wards but I should probably give it another go.....

Um, yeah I am gaining weight like crazy!!!
No more junk for Lindsay.
Time to start working out.

By the way, I am done doing what I think I am supposed to do, I am going to do what truly makes me happy.
No more comparing myself to others.
^ That has become my major weakness.


Still looking for another job..........................................

Oh, did I mention I am in love with Jared. 
Yup.
I can't wait to be with him again.


Peace.

4 comments:

  1. lindsey! i love that you are in love with jared. being away from your lover is the hardest thing on the planet. really, the hardest thing ever. i'm the same way, i need to cut out the junk food and start working out more! i feel so much better that way too. i agree that having fun without being stupid is really the only way to have fun. when i would go to singles wards i had a rule that i would introduce myself to one person every week and that was it. even if it was just saying hi to the girl next to me in relief society. after that i could just sit there awkwardly all i wanted. and isn't it nice to know that you don't have to look around and find someone you want to date? ahh. you can just be entertained. also i usually tried to get a friend to go with me and that way it wasn't so bad. but i agree. the ysa age of being mormon is so awkward.

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  2. Lindz I love you! Thanks for posting this. Let's move to bountiful.. It's time :) And please come to my ward with me! It's much better with some friends. Did I tell you I think your amazing?... Well I do, so thanks for being in my life, cause I need ya.

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  3. Aw, Kelli you're the best! It makes me feel better that there is someone else out there who has been where I am at. Well, kind of! Whatever, you are freakin tiny! Haha. Yeah singles wards are the most awkward but I am getting really sick of my family ward. Blahhh.

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  4. Teirsa thanks! I think that you are amazing too. :) Yeah i want to start coming with you to your singles ward!! Sunday? YOU'RE BIRTHDAY??

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