GOALS.

I still have no idea how to use this blog thing yet and I still have no followers but here it goes! Somebody will read this someday right? Ha. Or, maybe I am just writing for myself. :) Whatever works for me!
So, I'm making some goals for myself (hopefully it'll help me get over this crazy bad depression I'm going through.) I sure hope I actually follow through with these. I have a lot more but they are more personal or boring for me to blabble (hehehe blabble) about.

First of all, since I gained 27 pounds over the summer (I'm not sure how it happened, I went to the gym 4 times a week! I guess my thyroid is really messed up.)  I NEED to lose 27 pounds by Christmas!

Second, I'm going to go to the gym at least three times a week. That's hard for me because I'm super busy with school now. :( BUT I CAN DO IT! Working out just makes me feel much better.

Third, I'm going to look for a new job. AGAIN. Hopefully I am successful this time.

Fourth, I am going to try and smile much more.Even though it will most likely be a fake smile. I always hear people say that smiling just makes there day bettter.

Fifth, I am trying to take really good of my hair so it'll actually grow back since it all fell out (once again, thyroid problems suck.) I am washing it in cold water, taking biotin pills, using heat protectant spray stuff, and barely using hot irons and blow dryers.

Sixth, I am going to work my butt off in school. I'm scared I might fail a class. AH! College is hard for me. :(

Seventh, I am going to try to talk to a new person everyday. Most likely somebody who looks down. Something happened to me at school the other day and it almost changed me in a way.  I was having a horrible morning and lately I have felt so alone and almost like I don't really have any friends. Invisible is a good word to use... Some random guy just came up to me at school and said, "Good morning!"  Just those words changed my day. 

Well, that's all I can think of right now! Hopefully I can say I was successful with these new goals!