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I have officially made it over two weeks without seeing my Jared. (Only 103 weeks left!)

I have gotten a letter four days in a row. Today was the first day this week I haven't heard from him.

We took this the day before he left.



The first week Jared left I was a mess, of course.

The next week I thought okay, I've got this.

This week I have completely lost it.

I have made it almost a month without seeing my best friend, Elizabeth.



Elizabeth.

I miss her. Life would be so much easier if I had my best friend here to help me get through this.

This week one of my other best friends, Levi, also left for his mission!



My best friend Teirsa's boyfriend. My boyfriend Jareds best friend. ^^^



It is crazy how much can change in just a couple months.

We took this EXACTLY two years ago. It makes me feel a little better. & I just happen to be wearing that shirt ^ he is wearing right now.




Life is so scary right now.

I still don't know what I am doing.

It'll be okay, right?

I feel like I am missing out on so much.

I feel kind of left out.

I really just want to go have fun.

I  have been saying that for a while now.

It hasn't happened...

Someday, I will be so happy again!

I just need to get through this little trial.