Current half awake thoughts.

I am stuck,
trapped.
I feel like I am running out of time.
Yet, time isn't going fast enough.
Life is too short.
This life anyways.
Too bad I don't have a remote to control life.
Please, put me in a coma for a few years.
I seem to be hybernating anyways.
I want to move on with life.
Get to the next chapter.
With the happy ending.
I wish I could see into the future.
I want to know everything will be okay.
Just got to keep trusting in the Lord.
He has a plan for me.
Us.
I can't get my hopes up about anything.
Although, it is what I seem to do.
I want to feel something, again.
Anything.
I miss smiling.
The real smiles.
I want to move on with life,
yet, rewind to how I've felt in the past.
I want to be happy.
With you.